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MLP: Pony gala by LuLuLunaBuna MLP: Pony gala :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 16 2 Sonic: The yin, the yang, and the y...uhn? by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: The yin, the yang, and the y...uhn? :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 46 6 MLP/Chrono Trigger: Pony Schala by LuLuLunaBuna MLP/Chrono Trigger: Pony Schala :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 16 4 Star Wars: Jyn is my favorite character by LuLuLunaBuna Star Wars: Jyn is my favorite character :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 23 1 Pokemon: the TRUE Weather Ball by LuLuLunaBuna Pokemon: the TRUE Weather Ball :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 20 4 Star Wars: Kay, that hurt. by LuLuLunaBuna Star Wars: Kay, that hurt. :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 18 1 Pkmn: Shiny Mega Medicham and Mega Gardevoir by LuLuLunaBuna Pkmn: Shiny Mega Medicham and Mega Gardevoir :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 26 4 Sonic: Tails plays 3DS just like the cool people by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: Tails plays 3DS just like the cool people :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 72 7 Sonic: Marine's rope. by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: Marine's rope. :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 39 4 Sonic: Tech by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: Tech :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 81 4 Sonic: LAWL PORN by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: LAWL PORN :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 21 10 Sonic: Don't blind Bark please. by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: Don't blind Bark please. :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 53 14 Sonic: Bean likes bombs. Naturally. by LuLuLunaBuna Sonic: Bean likes bombs. Naturally. :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 29 1 Luna Porcu spread by LuLuLunaBuna
Mature content
Luna Porcu spread :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 34 12
Holy crap it's the '90s by LuLuLunaBuna
Mature content
Holy crap it's the '90s :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 54 16
Luna Yoshi x Ruffy Yoshi '17 by LuLuLunaBuna Luna Yoshi x Ruffy Yoshi '17 :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 29 10
So I draw things and they go here.

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More Sonic Riders by Trakker More Sonic Riders :icontrakker:Trakker 824 152 Seven Deadly Sins My Little Pony Style by Candy-Janney Seven Deadly Sins My Little Pony Style :iconcandy-janney:Candy-Janney 916 222 Happy Birthday Luna by 323starlight Happy Birthday Luna :icon323starlight:323starlight 4 2 Nirvana serpent hunting by ErnestoGP Nirvana serpent hunting :iconernestogp:ErnestoGP 18 13 Flee! by SoulveiWinterfall Flee! :iconsoulveiwinterfall:SoulveiWinterfall 120 21 Daemonology - Sparkles by dawnbest Daemonology - Sparkles :icondawnbest:dawnbest 22 10 Clover Veil by SoulveiWinterfall Clover Veil :iconsoulveiwinterfall:SoulveiWinterfall 16 3 Soulvei Loves Animecwboy by Soulvei Soulvei Loves Animecwboy :iconsoulvei:Soulvei 7 3 Captain Marine by ElsonWong Captain Marine :iconelsonwong:ElsonWong 292 31 10 ways of flirting meme by howlzapper 10 ways of flirting meme :iconhowlzapper:howlzapper 8,517 281 Mighty Quake by RhythmAx Mighty Quake :iconrhythmax:RhythmAx 804 108 Tiva Doodle and Drabble #2 by Wennuhpen Tiva Doodle and Drabble #2 :iconwennuhpen:Wennuhpen 21 20 Halinka the Badger by AlexRaccoonGlider Halinka the Badger :iconalexraccoonglider:AlexRaccoonGlider 5 7 Sparrow vs Pheonix by diskkun Sparrow vs Pheonix :icondiskkun:diskkun 3 3 Minerva Prize Art by Yastach Minerva Prize Art :iconyastach:Yastach 14 2
I've been working on a thing here and there, but my cousin (who's been sick for years but deathly ill since December) passed away a week ago and I'm grieving pretty bad.

It's so surreal. He was 37 and closest to me in age but we didn't see each other much after we grew up because he lived in Oregon and I live in San Diego. He was a real sweetheart. I got the news in the morning and didn't process it until the afternoon the day after. Then I cried a lot. Then I stopped crying for a few days. Then I started crying again, on and on.

It's been a week and I still keep thinking I'm done crying, but I'm not. Sometimes I'll be like, "at least he's in a better place. :(" and other times it's like, "I'm down a cousin. I loved him. I want him back. Why isn't he back? I want to give him a hug. I can't hug him anymore."

I'm not used to grieving. I've only lost one close relative and that was my Grandfather 15 years ago. I don't know or remember how it works and keep thinking I'm past the depression part, but it just keeps coming back. I'll be in denial for a few days and BOOM, crying again.

Needless to say, it's thrown off my art groove. It's not that I'm sad, because I've tapped into sadness to do artwork—it's that I'm sad because my world isn't the same as it was before January. I am currently living in a world where my cousin is dead and I'm not used to it. Again, it's surreal, like everything's changed even though hardly anything has.

Felt like sharing, sorry. I know I don't post here much, but I guess I'm trying to share my feelings or something to someone who'll listen. Thanks for reading, really. I guess I get to rebuild my world one step at a time and art isn't the top priority.
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIV
  • Drinking: water

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LuLuLunaBuna
Stephanie
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: Escondido, California
Favorite cartoon character: Bark the Polar Bear, Mighty the Armadillo, Julie-Su the Echidna, Yoshi, Fluttershy, Dixie Kong, Falco Lombardi, Articuno

Requests - Closed by SweetDuke Trades - Friends Only by SweetDuke Collaborations - Friends Only by SweetDuke Gifts - Ask Me by SweetDuke Commissions - Ask Me by SweetDuke No Point Commissions by SweetDuke
Interests

Favorite N64 game? (Think I asked this already, but whatevs) 

21%
24 deviants said Super Mario 64
15%
17 deviants said Super Smash Bros.
13%
15 deviants said Banjo-Kazooie
12%
13 deviants said Other (comment)
11%
12 deviants said Starfox 64
8%
9 deviants said Mario Kart 64
8%
9 deviants said Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
5%
6 deviants said Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
4%
4 deviants said Goldeneye 64
4%
4 deviants said Perfect Dark

Shoutbox

Maikerukitsune:iconmaikerukitsune:
Not sure if you remember me. But I am saying hello to check up on you
Thu Nov 24, 2016, 3:58 AM
LuLuLunaBuna:iconlululunabuna:
(late) SAMMYYY! Love and miss! :hug:
Sat Sep 10, 2016, 6:36 PM
TinkerMeThis:icontinkermethis:
Oi. Sammy here. Love you, miss you. Are you still on Tumblr? Bc I'm slowly dipping my feet back into there...
Tue Jun 14, 2016, 6:46 AM
LuLuLunaBuna:iconlululunabuna:
Ernesto!!! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻)
Tue Nov 3, 2015, 12:28 AM
ErnestoGP:iconernestogp:
dank memes ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Thu Jul 23, 2015, 8:03 AM
LuLuLunaBuna:iconlululunabuna:
YOU ARE TEARING ME APART, DISK-KUN
Sun Jul 19, 2015, 1:38 PM
diskkun:icondiskkun:
I ... I ... oh my~
Mon Jul 13, 2015, 4:44 AM
LuLuLunaBuna:iconlululunabuna:
OH HAI DISK YOU LOOKING SO SEXY TODAY HAH
Sun Jul 12, 2015, 2:04 AM
diskkun:icondiskkun:
Checking in!
Fri Jul 10, 2015, 3:32 AM
AlexRaccoonGlider:iconalexraccoonglider:
Calling on the Nakus! All Nakus sound off!
Wed May 6, 2015, 7:36 PM
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AlexRaccoonGlider Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Merry Christmas LuLuLuna.. thanks to your art talent, it helped inspire me to forge my own artistic prowless and I have you to thank.  I hope the next year will be very awesome for you ^^
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MiniDragonfly Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:Black-orb: Hey, there's gonna be a Solar Eclipse on the 21st of August! :Black-orb:  I hope you got your solar eclipse glasses ready to watch it. :la:

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SonicUS1000 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday for the future of DA!  :party: :llama: :party:
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AlexRaccoonGlider Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday LuLuLuna =3
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zmorphcom Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday, keep the wonderful artwork! :D
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Thoths-Scroll Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :D
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ErnestoGP Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
MOTHEEEER! :U

HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS FROM YOUR LOVING, HANDSOME SON. :B
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RUinc Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017
happy birthday :cake: :iconcheerplz:
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Sings-With-Spirits Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017
Happy Birthday! :hug:
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Kootiebirdo Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2017
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^v^❤❤❤🍹🍹🍹🎂🎂🎂
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